Ready to go ahead but where dont know

Isnt it a mad race.Everybody running after money ,achieve big success.And this big keeps on becoming smaller with time,but there is no escape ,you want or you don't,you have to run.In this mad race,some times you feel lost.You ask your self this is what i want, and you go blank.And then you realize,all are running ,keep running,killing the inner solace you have.And also you know,you wish to have few things ,which are not in your hands.You ask god,if you believe,then over a time realize,you will get only when you are destined to get not before not after,even how much hard you can try.So finding peace in those striving moments, when you are running after it ,are most difficult ones.And once even when you get it,you ask yourslef was it the worth.So this catch 22 situation contiues.